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23/02/2008 - 6:35 p.m. to 9:12 p.m.

Four Months/Fortieth/Addiction/AtU Special Features and Joe

Four months. I've been in love with Max for four months. Two more and I'll have been in love with him for half a year!

I'm also a little less than halfway through my fortieth time seeing AtU (it's actually on pause at the moment, just before "If I Fell"). You know, no matter how many times I watch that movie, it never fails to absolutely take my breath away. Also, I am literally addicted to it. Truly. It's verging on unhealthy. I need to watch at least some of AtU in the morning and afternoon/evening (though I prefer watching it more, still, I unfortunately can never manage the time to watch it any more than twice a day, which is actually my average.
I was watching all the special features, and after I really needed to watch the movie. Well, actually, first I really needed to see the extended "Dear Prudence" scene (at least all of it that I like to watch), then I needed to watch the movie. It wouldn't have been so bad, but you know how you could be addicted to something, but you don't have a major craving for it, if you will, you can handle not having it for a little while longer, but then you see something that reminds you of it, and then you just can't stand it anymore, you need that fix? Well, that's what happened with me. So, yeah.

It was a lot of fun watching the special features, though. I was saying I may be more attracted to Jim, and he's a precious sweetie pie. He's like honey covered in sugar, an absolute doll, but Joe is definitely the most appealing to me out of all of them. In fact, of all the people I've ever been attracted to, there is only one I'm more attracted to than Joe, and I think we all know who that is. Jim is third, though. Yeah, I have sooo much respect for everyone in that movie, but Joe is just absolutely off the scale, and then he's damned appealing to boot. I really don't know what it is about Joe. Maybe because he looks somewhat like a certain person, but then, if his personality wasn't the sort I'm attracted to, that wouldn't matter, but maybe that helps, I wouldn't like him as much. I don't know. I don't have a crush on him or anything, to be clear. I'm just super attracted to him. I actually did have a brief crush on him before falling in love with Max, and the fact that I don't have one on him now is a testament to how much I love Max. At any rate, there are a few parts with Joe I really like in that Stars of Tomorrow thing: When he's talking about the call he got about AtU, how is agent said it was a Beatles movie, and he was like, "Okay, well which one of The Beatles do they want me to play?" *laughs* I also love when he was doing the "I Want You" rehearsal, and got to the part where they pull his pants off, you know, and they got stuck, and he just sort of did this flippy thing and was sitting down all with this adorable grin. ^_^ My last favourite part is when he was bowling, and he was about to slip and was all, "Oh, shit!", then does that kneeling slip thing. *laughs*
I also loved the "With A Little Help From my Friends" rehearsal thing. I mean, that's not all, of course, but yeah.
The only part I minded seeing Joe was when he and Jim were actually recording "With A Little Help From My Friends" (which the movie version is actually live most of the time), and they would show scenes form the film, then cute to Joe (sometimes Jim, I think, but mostly Joe, obviously), and they would be about to show a part with Max, then they'd show Joe instead, an d I'd just be like, I mean, you know. I love Joe, but I'm not in love with him, so, yeah. Oh, that was actually on the thing about the music, not the stars of tomorrow.

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