Moving on: I've been thinking a lot about this bear I had when I was younger, whom I named Cameron. I was getting rid of some of the toys I didn't really care about anymore, only maybe six or seven years ago (and I'm twenty nine, so, yeah), in fact, and I got rid of him. I'm greatly regretting that now. I'm currently in the process of trying to find him again, looking on eBay and in thrift stores. I'm hoping it's only a matter of time before I happen to be rummaging, and there he'll be.

I've also been thinking a lot about the absurdity of my love for Daniel. I mean, I am in love with him, honest to God love, you know, and I've never even actually seen him personally. I've never met him, at least, not when he's Daniel. I suppose if a person's meant for you, though, and you see that, even if you aren't with them yet, truly, you'll get that feeling, you'll fall in love.