I just watched Chimera again, and I must say I'm always talking about how Beautiful Daniel is, but I have to concede that, as well, I still find him quite sexy. Man, when he's lifting those weights and all... Anyway, I still see him differently than I used to. I'm even turned on by him differently than when I just had a crush on him, but I can definitely be turned on by him. What sort of lover would I be if I couldn't? I'm just not so, selfish, about it,

and speaking of love, a while back I was saying I can't begin to express how I see him now, what I see in him now. Well, what I see, what I feel, is love. Plain and simple. It's amazing. I mean, I just see this light in him. I can feel it, feel it inside me when I look at him. I've never experienced anything like it before, and really, this doesn't go far enough to explain how in love with Daniel I am. I don't think I can ever fully express how much I love him. It's unfathomable, even for me.