2004-12-29 - 12:40 a.m.
Right, now that I've gotten that out of my system: I love Daniel. Okay. I know I've said that before, but it bears repeating, and I know I've also mentioned that most people would probably consider my love for him a bit on the lunatic side of the fence, but every time I make an entry about this, and actually put down that I love Daniel Jackson of SG-1, that I'm in love with him, a character from a television show, it never fails to seem crazy to even myself when I really stop and think about it, but why should it? I mean, he's Daniel. Anyway, I won't bother with the "I know I'm crazy" thing anymore, but I have to talk about how much I love Daniel periodically, because as I said, that bears repeating. The more I see him, the more I love him. He's so amazingly beautiful. I quite enjoy talking about him, even if I have nothing new to say. If I am meant to be with Daniel, I don't mind waiting, really, but I wish I didn't have to. I feel exactly the way I did with Nighty, with him, in fact, it may actually be stronger. All I want is to be with him, to hold him, feel him. One may ask (if he or she hasn't been keeping up with my entries or paying attention) whether it would be enough for me to, um, know Michael better. Well, obviously not. Michael and Daniel, when it comes down to it, are two different individuals, with two very distinct mannerisms and personalities. I do not see them the same way at all. I'm in love with Daniel, not Michael. If I had the opportunity to be with Michael, as it were, I would decline (respectfully, of course). For one, he is awesome, and I am deeply indebted to him for bringing Daniel, my Daniel to life, but he is actually not even my type. Furthermore, it would be unbelievably awkward. Because of course, he does look like Daniel, and I would want him to be Daniel, and since he's not, I would find little enjoyment in the experience. Being with Daniel, however, just being with him, and of course, being with him, would be the most wonderful experience I could imagine, more wonderful than I could ever possibly imagine, and I would feel that way as long as we were together, which, if he really is my soul-mate, will be a glorious eternity.
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