Listening To: Love Songs Playlist; Accidentally in Love

Thinking: I'm completely over the edge!

Feeling: Unfalteringly in love with Dr. Daniel Jackson!

Anyway, moving on to less depressing matters (though maybe not much less depressing): Gas prices! Gah! It's ridiculous! I mean, I don't drive, but Maggie does, of course, and I don't see why she should have to shell out nearly three bucks a gallon because of idiotic blunders the government should have to own up to, but being the government, of course they won't.

Okay, now on to truly better things: You know, Daniel must be real. You know why? Because I can't see how I could love someone so much who isn't real. I sort of wish I could express to others how much I love Daniel. I don't think any one besides myself really gets it. No matter how I try to explain. Words are so inadequate, and it doesn't help that, being the fact that he's a character on a show, people assume either I'm just speaking from a fan point of view, that when I say I love Daniel, I don't mean it in the sense of real, true love, or worse, they humour me, they assume I'm just a kid, that I merely think I'm in love, but really just have a little crush, and have no idea what love is. Well, I certainly care for Daniel beyond simply being a fan, and twenty seven is pretty old to be having "kiddie crushes". I know what I feel, and what I feel for Daniel is the strongest, purest, fullest, most everlasting love imaginable.
Alright. I realise I'm being a broken record, again. God! I can not stop this. I don't want to stop it anyway, I just couldn't if I wanted to. I was struck by Cupid's arrow. I had never before become aware of my love for an individual at the exact moment that it actually happened. This is the case with Daniel. I am sure that I'm more obsessed, more in love with Daniel, than any one else could ever be. That can partly be attributed to fact that I don't have any hangups about his being "fictional", but I really think there's more to it than that. I mean, I can feel it.