Listening to: A New Day Has Come-Celine Dion

Thinking: God, I'm hopeless!

Feeling: Love

You know, god, I am completely off the deep end. Even if I wanted help, I don't think I could get it, at least, it wouldn't really do any good. I am beyond obsessed. When it comes down, I truly do not care about anyone or anything but Daniel. I mean, God knows I wouldn't kill someone to be with him. That is totally wrong, certainly not what love is about, and I'd still jump in front of a speeding car to save a total stranger (I can't help that), but if being with Daniel meant I had to leave everything else behind, that I would never be able to see any of my friends or family again, I would agree to it in a heartbeat, less even. I would shed my clothes and walk for miles on my hands and knees for him. I never thought I could care about someone this much. Jesus, I love him more than my dog Jade! That may not mean much to most people, but it is a very big deal for me. I just, *sighs* man, I'm doing a terrible job of adequately expressing my feelings for Daniel. I can't do it in words. The only way anyone can really understand is if there is someone they feel the same way about.

God. I'm sorry, people. I know I'm probably freaking a lot of you out. *sighs* I can't help it! And I still don't know if I'm accepting a truth, if I've come to my senses, or if I truly am insane.

Um, right then, oh yeah, one more thing: Happy Independence Day (for all you Americans)!